17 August 2010

Shhhh

Be still, and know that I am God. {Psalm 46:10}


Times, They Are A Changin'

Times have changed and times are strange
Here I come , But I ain't the same
Mama, I'm Coming Home


Times gone by seem to be
You could have been a better friend to me
Mama, I'm Coming Home
Took me in and you drove me out
Yeah, you had me hypnotized


Lost and found and turned around
By the fire in your eyes
You made me cry, told me lies
But, I can't stand to say goodbye
Mama, I'm Coming Home


I could be right, I could be wrong
Hurts so bad, it's been so long
Mama, I'm Coming Home


Selfish love yeah we're both alone
The ride before a fall
But I'm gonna take this heart of stone
I just got to have it all


I've seen your face a hundered times
Everyday we've been apart
I don't care about the sunshine, yeah
'Cause Mama, Mama, I'm Coming Home
I'm Coming Home

{.ozzy.}

10 August 2010

Nothing

I stared at my reflection and the trees behind it for a long time. Not thinking anything. Not feeling anything. Not hearing the record. For hours. Something really is wrong with me. And I don't know what it is.
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I’d do anything not to be this way. I’d do anything to make it up to everyone. And to not have to see a psychiatrist, who explains to me about being “passive aggressive.” And to not have to take the medicine he gives me, which is too expensive for my dad. And to not have to talk about bad memories with him. Or be nostalgic about bad things.
        {perks.}